March 9th, 2010

I think I’ve come down with something. My right tonsil or gland or something is swollen and hurts. I also keep fevering and having to take fever reducers for the past 2 days and I’m like passing out for naps every couple of hours.

My birthday is coming up. The only people who celebrate it is James’ family. *sigh*. I feel like crying when I think about it. I don’t expect gifts but when I see other people celebrate their birthday with their mom and dad I feel a bit bitter. Stupid Christmas and Birthdays always remind me that I’m unwanted and unloved by my messed up parents.

James’ parents send me a card and gift every year though. I think they feel bad.

On that note… I think we are going to finally get rid of James’ junk Taurus and sell it to a Junk Car place.