March 16th, 2008

James, Sam, and I are going to a doll meetup today! I’m really excited because everybody I met the last time was awesome and nice.

I need to sleep… we’re leaving at 11am but I haven’t been able to sleep the past two days. James’ brother has his tv or computer or something ALWAYS blasting. I can hear it thump and vibrate through out the room and since I’m very noise sensitive I can’t sleep. He is doing this deliberately. There is ALWAYS noise now. I’ve slept like 24 hours this past week and my skin is yellow, my wounds aren’t healing, I keep getting migranes, my eyes can’t focus, and I’m not healing from this freaking cold I have and the funny thing is, its not due to diabetes since I’m taking my meds so I think its due to lack of sleep.

James told me that his brother chased his roommate at college away and I think I know why. He’s doing this deliberately too. God… I feel like I can’t complain enough.  But I wonder if I should see a doctor about sleeping pills. The sleeping aid pills sold over the counter don’t seem to work and all other PM cold medicine has stopped putting me to sleep.

Anywho… I have a new doll on ebay. Her name is Aphrodite and after looking through an online doll friend’s flickr, he has inspired me to paint a doll… and want a momoko wicked badly too T_T.

A bit of good but bad news… I had to sell my Unoa Lusis which was part of my engagement gift from James, to go to James’ aunt funeral a few months back but I entered the unoa international lottery for her last week and… I won. I feel horribly lucky to have won. I can now re-purchase her at the price I sold her for. But the thing is… it means spending more money and I have to pay off my other hospital bill. I’m going to buy her because I don’t think I can get her for this price until the next unoa girl pre-order which isn’t until god knows when. But my birthday is coming up in a little more than a week and I’m going to hound all of my cousins…

I need to find more Tudor era books. I’m glad that James’ mom is obsessed with them too because she has a TON of them lying around. James always goes and grabs a few for me to read :) … which reminds me that I need to see The Other Boleyn Girl. I’ve read the book and LOVED it and I want to see the movie although it doesn’t look like it goes into “the other Boleyn” girl’s life at all from what I saw from the previews. Also… I feel odd about … omg I ALWAYS forget her name but the actress that’s portraying Anne… but I feel odd about her playing Anne Boleyn. I’m glad they picked Scarlett Johanson to play Mary because I think that actress is beauty herself!