Seems like some people are seriously taking some things out of context and feeling guilty about it for no reason at all… and deleting me off their friend’s list on their blog and such.

The new bed that James and I got is absolutely wonderful. Wonderful in the sense that James has finally… FINALLY stopped snoring! We’re both getting rest from the lack of snoring disturbance which is great.

So this past weekend was great. Our friends Henry and Laura came to visit and Dennis came home to finally stay with Sam visiting. I am definitely a Lim as I have the “Lim gene” of loving lots of company (which like ALL of my uncles have plus my dad and not to mention a few cousins…). The highlight of the weekend though was the tortured look on Henry’s face as we bought the lobster at Galiliee.

Overall I’m really glad Dennis came home but you can tell he misses his friends from the poolhall still.

I’ve slept for 8 peaceful hours but I’m still sleepy…

Dennis finally moved back home!!!! After 3 years of running the poolhall he’s finally back and I’ve really happy.

I’ve honestly thought a lot about it but I’ve come to realize that James and I really have no best true close friend except each other, Dennis and family. Everyone else isn’t really a friend… not in the sense that I could call up and rely on them for anything. It’s a bit lonely and sad to realize that. To realize that you know for a fact that you can’t depend on people you’ve called a friend for a long time.

I understand that it’s in human nature to be… human. That you can’t want to change people, to make them fit into your mold and definition of what it means to be a friend but sometimes its enough.

We’ve tried to always be there for our friends and its never reciprocated back. Maybe its bad karma but I’m starting to think that people like to take advantage of us. Its seriously always a one way street.

Maybe I should grow up and mature on my side too. Because when I think about it I can’t really call those people friends. Maybe acquaintances but definitely not friends.

I don’t understand why I complain. I kind of feel betrayed. I feel gloomy like a hot humid rainy day all of a sudden.