I seriously need to set a wedding date and pick a venue because my family and James’ family are starting to froth at the mouth… I don’t even know what state to even have it in. It’s going to be either in New York or in Rhode Island. Its nearly impossible but I want a small wedding but counting JUST my first cousins and immediate family I don’t think that’s going to happen.

Maybe I’ll run away with James and elope… but I don’t think I can deal with his mom hunting us down to kill us. I’m also wondering when I should introduce my dad to James’ parents -____-; My dad has met James and I think he likes him more than he likes Dennis and me…

Bah… my nose has been bleeding for 5 days now. Sometimes bad sometimes not.

I don’t want to think about anything. I’ve been just lazying about not doing ANYTHING at all. I think I’ve been sitting just staring off into space for hours.

Dolls are boring too… I don’t have any motivation to paint, sew or make anything. I bought a photography book to try and get into that but meh…

I have been growing a tomato plant that’s been growing alarmingly fast! I might even get a tomato or two this summer~

I’m also going to a friend’s wedding on the 6th of June and I’m looking forward to that~  I haven’t seen her in a while and I miss her~ I feel a little sad because I realize that some people James and I know are just… not really friends. People who just “say” they’re friends.