So we’re back at James’ house since my dad came back from Korea. James’ brother has been blasting music like theres no tomorrow since last night. James has asked him two times last night to turn it down and he didn’t. Its so loud that we can’t sleep and James has to wake up at 5am. He went to bed at like 2 because of the noise.

Now its day time and James’ brother has it BLASTING. I just had to IM James who had to message his brother to ask him to turn it down.

I’m also really sick… it must be a sinus infection because the amount of thick green mucus coming out of my throat is disgustingly impossible. Also theres a LOT of blood mixed in.

You know what… I’ve been taking my stupid diabetes meds and crap and somewhat managing it and I’m still always sick. Why?

I have a fever. I’m like shivering with cold for no reason and my eyes burn and my face is abnormally burning.

Nothing much is going on. I’m in New Jersey/New York with James and Dennis. My toe is still healing and still secreting pus and I’m STILL on antibiotics.

But somebody keeps throwing trash out in Dennis’ dumpster so he doesn’t have any room to throw his trash out for his business… he also pays for the dumpster. I think I’m going to surveillance the area… -__-

But I’m a bit behind on mailing somethings out because of the constant travel. I wonder what I should do for my aunt for mother’s day…

I am on antibiotics and taking my diabetes meds but my toe is still secreting pus. I wonder if thats normal?

My nose has started to bleed for some reason. I got blood on my sheets and hopefully it’ll come out with a wash T_T.

Oh bah… it just started raining now… and sometimes for some odd reason my left elbow and both ankles ache like hell when it rains…

I got rid of my other blog on live journal a bit ago because I thought that I could avoid being so negative by not venting about my life and the negative things happening around me. I thought by not thinking about the negative things to write about I would be happier and less depressed. But it isn’t that way.

Since this isn’t a restricted blog where only friends can access it, I “try” not to write what I really feel. However I still think stuff even if I don’t type it out… I don’t make sense.

My life is the same but more complicated now… only little changed. I can see the effects that diabetes is starting to have on my body and I think that I’ll smarten up at least about my health but I don’t. I think I am very ignorantly arrogant by taking advantage of the little health I have…