I’ve been suffering yet again from a tooth related infliction… Although I have no cavities anymore I’ve somehow managed to get an abscess and there’s been a huge painful bump full of puss on my gums for the past 2 weeks. I went to the doctor’s yesterday and got an antibiotic and a full thorough scolding from my doctor about my diabetes… or my lack of care of my diabetes. In fact the doctor ambushed me with blood testing supplies even though this appointment was a walk-in for the infection. Now I have to go back Monday and I’ll be put on insulin shots then. Joy. I was taken off insulin because it was making my blood sugar drop too low daily and they couldn’t predict a steady amount to give me. The doctor didn’t even give me a probiotic… T_T Its a good thing I randomly bought yogurt a couple of days ago.
I hate teeth… I wish I had the tolerance and money to just get all fake teeth put in. My dad did and they look good and he has no problems… cheap arsehole… I don’t understand why he didn’t take Dennis and me to the dentist for care regularly when we were underage but he himself get a whole new set of teeth, without insurance mind you and I can only imagine how much that cost.
Maybe I shouldn’t eat anything that requires chewing and I’ll stick to sucking down yogurts, puddings, and mushy oatmeals.
I’ve been trying to make doll clothes and patterns but its so frustrating because 1.) lack of sewing skill 2.) making a pattern, sewing an outfit, realizing that it doesn’t fit, make a modified pattern, repeat x4 gets very annoying 3.) losing what little motivation I had.
Ergh… Valentine’s Day is coming up… I have 9 years worth of miserable memories (sorry honie) of this useless holiday. Then comes my 26th birthday… Why do I still feel like I’m 16?