So someone on DoA is also selling their SD16 Kira outfit and has decided to just paste and copy my sales thread on to theirs… WTF. I don’t know why this pisses me off but it does. I understand that people will sell the same stuff as me but for goodness sakes how about you find your own pictures and type out your own sales thread instead of copying and pasting mine you fuck!

DeXXXXX DXXX I’m on to you.

Its really frustrating to see other people getting their dolls from the same place I ordered them from and seeing them even in the marketplace while I haven’t even gotten a shipping notice yet, not even after an email. I paid a couple of days ago too. I don’t even know if it shipped and I honestly thought I was getting her via USPS Priority but apparently she’s being shipped via FedEX and I need someone to be at home to sign for it. This sucks because I have an appointment next week and I don’t know when to expect this package.

I hate to whine but I don’t want to be running around to the FedEX facility that’s more than a 25 mile drive if I miss it. I’m very frustrated and upset.

Argh… my tooth cracked again. I don’t understand why my teeth crack so easily. It’s not like I sit here eating gobstoppers all day… I haven’t had a jawbreaker in over 18 years in fact.

It’s a good thing I still have dental insurance. I need to go see one ASAP.

I tried to not say anything until I actually had the head in my hands but YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!
I had gotten a slot for a commission with SDink! I sent my Kurumi head to her and she’s going to be coming home really soon!

But dear god, she’s been too awesome about the process and ALWAYS keeps everybody updated like every time she does something… and seriously she works so damn fast and her fingertips must project magic out of them to do such awesome and awe inspiring work!

Ergh… I’m drooling over my own doll! I remember seeing her work a while ago on Den of Angels and searching like a stalker… er I mean a researcher… doing research on DoA. Good god. I had never seen such beautiful work. I’d also never thought she would take commissions again.

But now I’m going to have a Kurumi painted by her and I am so freaking excited!!!!!!!

Need to take LOTS of pictures!

I was unpacking my 1/6th dolls right now and I couldn’t help but notice that the Licca-chan dolls I have had messy hair from being in the plastic bin. So I decided to brush their hair… then noticed that they have no clothes. Then I ended up on ebay just so I could browse the pretty dolls. Then I moved on to HobbylinkJapan and to Hobby Search. Then back to brushing Licca’s hair.

Dolls definitely have a huge spot in my heart. I love all kinds of dolls. Not only dolls but I really like figures too. I remember liking them when I was 3. I remember forcing my brother to play barbie with me too… he just sat there really and did nothing. I remember at 13 playing with Juju and Mimi dolls in Korea with my cousin Susan. She still has those dolls she had from childhood. Anime too… I love it. It was just something I grew up with, especially since I used to go to Korea every summer. (I could seriously go on and on about the dolls in Korea and how easy it is to obtain one!!!)

My friends were never into the stuff I was. They thought it was cool that I drew and cute that I liked dolls even. I never had a need to push my friends to liking my hobbies either. However, they shared other similarities with me and I think if you ever met me in high school, you would have never known I was a huge doll and figure lover. I never hung out with people that were considered “uncool” and “socially out-casted” or considered “geeks” or “nerds” and I think I regret it now because I may have been able to “geek out” over my hobbies with them… (although I honestly have to say that some of the so called nerds and geeks were seriously mean and greedy).

When I got introduced to Obitsu via the Junkyspot Forums, I absolutely LOVED it. I’d never really participated in internet forums but I’m really glad I did. I met a lot of  crazy (both in a good and bad way) people and met some invaluable friends through meetup. I’ve met some really talented artists and a local “friend” (that I haven’t spoken to in a while due to a misunderstanding) that is super talented and that I used to have so much fun playing doll with. Its been a fun road since then and I’ve ended up entering a world of a different, more expensive and exclusive, type of dolls. And behind all of this, stood my James, supporting my love of dolls. With the exception of like one or two of my dolls, he has bought me every one of them.

Now I’m going to unpack my other 1/6th dolls and brush their hairs out too.

I really love dolls.

It drives me crazy that I spend give or take $30 + shipping on a pair of doll shoes that DON’T fit!!

I guess its best to stick to the original company but… it stinks because the original company doesn’t have the shoes in stock most of the time. Bleh!

So we try my best to get away from my dad. Finally.
First I find out that my cousin told him to what city we moved to even though I asked him not to.

Then now the second shoe drops.

GTbag.com
I order bags from there for packaging. $5 dollar bags. Shipping is usually $5 too.

So I ordered some bags on Aug. 1st. I pay with paypal which has my new address on it. The one my dad doesn’t know. I double check and I submit payment.

So today I realized that I never received the package. My $5 dollar bags. So I email them and they graciously reply within minutes telling me that they had tried to contact me. They said they tried calling me everyday for a week. Uh… no they didn’t. They said that my message box was full. Er… no it’s not. I stare at my phone. So they tell me that I had 3 different address on file with them. Mind you the last time I ordered was almost a year ago. They don’t have anything where you register for an account so they take the address from paypal. So they decide to not use the address that was on the “shipping address” details in the most recent and THEY decide to just ship it to an address of their choice. To my dads house. With a packing slip in it which they most likely printed out using the most RECENT paypal payment I sent them with my most recent hidden address that my dad NOW KNOWS.

Funny how there is no email reply from them now.

I’m going to talk to a lawyer about them for compromising my safety. I thought it was odd how my Dad contacted my brother today telling him that he’s going to have me arrested. He probably reported me for stealing the cars that he gave me. Its too bad I have a bill of sale and a letter saying he gave them to us.

I know it seems over the edge but I used to now be able to sleep and used to jump at every sound at night because I thought he would crash into my house or room and start yelling. I thought I finally had that peace and now I don’t.

I want to make them pay for a new address an place of residence.

Original email from them:
Hello,
Thank you for your email. It is quite coincidental that you have contacted us today via email to inquire about your order. we did receive your order back on August 1 although we had 3 different addresses in our computer system and we were unsure which address to send the bags to. So we called you a few times to leave a message asking for the address confirmation. We never heard any response so after one week we decided to send the bags out to the address of 44 Nesta Drive because that is where the previous shipments have been sent. Without a confirmation we were unsure what to do. I hope this is not a mistake or a large problem.

The telephone number you have provided to us was 401-595-7516
We tried to call a few times and today the mailbox is finally full and nobody can leave a new message. So we only left the original messages last week.

Please let us know what to do regarding your address for the future.

Wedding went great.

But no surprise nothing from my dad except for sulkiness and moodiness. He was giving bad vibes to everyone.

I feel a bit heartbroken and depressed. A little helplessness too.

I’ve been getting like weird nerve pain in my feet for a bit now. Diabetic nerve pain. Bleh.